This seems to be where I am currently finding myself lately.
Sometimes sorry doesn’t mean we’re cool or that everything is now back to the way they once were. It doesn’t even mean I like you again or trust you. Sometimes people apologize for the love of someone else, for the sake of doing what is right because it is the right thing to do.
It’s easy not to hold a grudge when nothing was actually done to you. When you were the offender and not the offended. And please, EVERYONE is capable of holding grudges. But I digress.
I hate when people lie when trying to apologize. Isn’t that kind of an oxymoron?? Like, I already am hesitant to do this with you and then you’re going to start lying, and we all know it’s a lie. I may be younger then some people but I’m not dumb and I feel I’m pretty damn good at reading peoples true intentions.
Apologizing is not an easy thing to do especially when what was done was never acknowledged by them as if they either 1. forgot it happened (not) or 2.think it’s not that big of a deal what happened (HA! It was!)
I hate when you’re actually trying to make something happen because it’s the right thing to do but because they’re so selfish and dramatic and ruin every sincere thing with lies and excuses that you automatically regret every effort you’ve tried to make.
I guess I’ll stop here before it gets too real haha!